Finishing Last is OK!

Maggie

Height: 5'8"

Weight: 150 

Goals: To build muscle, do the perfect handstand, compete in my first Crossfit competition, and start a Fit Mom support group. 

Motivation/support:  My husband, kids,coaches and friends. 

Finishing last is ok.

Today at Crossfit I really struggled with the workout.  I don't know why, but I had no energy.  It was tough for me and usually, it isn't.   Don't get me wrong, Crossfit is a tough sport. It pushes you and challenges you.  That's one of the reason I love it.  Well, today, it sure did.  About haft way through the workout, I was exhausted.  I felt like I was moving is slow motion.   

I started to get frustrated with my body.  Then I got angry at myself.  Why would I do that to myself?  Why would I quit on myself and body.  This is what I needed today. To be pushed and to remember to always finish.   I quickly got rid of those negative thoughts and pushed on.  "I can do this!".  With the help of my coach and training partner on each side of me cheering me on, I was able to complete the workout. 

 The rest of the class finished 3 minutes before me. The old me would be upset because I didn't come in first.  I would of spent the whole day punishing myself with negativity.  The new me today was proud, amazed, and happy!  I finished it and I earned it!!  So what that I came in last.    I earned that finish line and I am damn proud of that.

It's important that I continue to remind myself that it's all about the journey.  We shouldn't compare ourselves with others.  We should celebrate our victories and others too.  No matter how big or small.  Life is a journey and it's ok to come in last. Remember to enjoy the process.  That's the fun part.